CRAZY JOANNA!

Saturday, March 27, 2010 ♥

;[ ♥ 1:02 PM

just finished praying father and grandparents at CCK cemetery and i feel like blogging now, the time is 4.11am.

today i saw something, ' in a relationship' hahas! guess what? i don't know how 'happy' i am.
cy was the one who told me he is in a relationship and my heart was )&**&%&^%&(*#) to be truth i want to be his friend but than whenever i thought what he told me that time i feel pissed with him NOW! what kind of lies are you telling me?? this time you really make me thinks that guys are just bastard LIKE YOU! none of your words can be trust! i really don't know what is truth and false. you really hurt me so bad! i really don't know what to think and do with my brain. i can only say im stupid, im pissed with myself!

and today my sis didn't went to pray with us cause she went to batan with her bf for fishing. is like WTF?! fishing with bf is more important than praying her own father, im pissed and i really don't know what to say about her anymore. is like she is 4 years older than me and her mindset is still so ;X

Just now after finished praying, i went home with mother. we enter the lift and when the lift stop at 16th floor, i was pressing the lift button and i ask mother to go out first, she fucking push me out the door and stand behind me and ask me to go first. I WAS WTF! i mean i already know to her im just her yao qian shu but wtf! she wants me to make sure if the step in front of her is safe before she take the next step out ;X i really don't know what to say about her too. i can only say i have a useless mother.

can anyone tell me? what is life about? i have been putting up the best side of me to think that life is wonderful and my crazy can cover all the unhappiness. but can you all fucking understand the inner me?? no one understand, everyone care about themselves. im always asking myself why can't i be more selfish?

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