Wednesday, April 14, 2010 ♥
she have fallen in love with him!! ;p
but she don't dare to say the 3 words before he said it to her, cause its like a curse to her.
she really hope to hear from him before she say it, but she know cause of some reason he couldn't say it too ;[
another reason is cause she don't want to make thing worst for him.
but she don't dare to say the 3 words before he said it to her, cause its like a curse to her.
she really hope to hear from him before she say it, but she know cause of some reason he couldn't say it too ;[
another reason is cause she don't want to make thing worst for him.
SHOULD I SAY IT??? CAUSE I CAN FEEL HE WANTS TO HEAR IT!!!
Monday, March 29, 2010 ♥
So what is happening?? i don't know, i just don't want to care. but someone is pissed. hahahas! i don't feel pissed or anything, just feel SHIOK! i won't fall into a lousy stupid trap which a 4 years old girl can even see through. hahahas! but i find that he's cute. hahas! HE IS MY CUTIE! HAHAHAS!
i don't club before im 18, only went when im still enjoying those 'ahlian' life. but after father passed away i only club once before im 18. i started clubbing after oct 2009. so don't get the wrong idea of JOANNA'S LIFE = PUB & CLUB. pub i did went cause its a place for us to relax and to enjoy. Saturday, March 27, 2010 ♥
just finished praying father and grandparents at CCK cemetery and i feel like blogging now, the time is 4.11am.
today i saw something, ' in a relationship' hahas! guess what? i don't know how 'happy' i am.
cy was the one who told me he is in a relationship and my heart was )&**&%&^%&(*#) to be truth i want to be his friend but than whenever i thought what he told me that time i feel pissed with him NOW! what kind of lies are you telling me?? this time you really make me thinks that guys are just bastard LIKE YOU! none of your words can be trust! i really don't know what is truth and false. you really hurt me so bad! i really don't know what to think and do with my brain. i can only say im stupid, im pissed with myself!
and today my sis didn't went to pray with us cause she went to batan with her bf for fishing. is like WTF?! fishing with bf is more important than praying her own father, im pissed and i really don't know what to say about her anymore. is like she is 4 years older than me and her mindset is still so ;X
Just now after finished praying, i went home with mother. we enter the lift and when the lift stop at 16th floor, i was pressing the lift button and i ask mother to go out first, she fucking push me out the door and stand behind me and ask me to go first. I WAS WTF! i mean i already know to her im just her yao qian shu but wtf! she wants me to make sure if the step in front of her is safe before she take the next step out ;X i really don't know what to say about her too. i can only say i have a useless mother.
can anyone tell me? what is life about? i have been putting up the best side of me to think that life is wonderful and my crazy can cover all the unhappiness. but can you all fucking understand the inner me?? no one understand, everyone care about themselves. im always asking myself why can't i be more selfish?
Friday, March 19, 2010 ♥
Just finished K-ing session with kel and Johnny
And the time is 3.55am, im waiting for kel to reach home for DOTA!
Later night will be a club night again?? waiting for lessy to give me a ans.
Hopefully we will be going! i want to dance to the max cause i find myself turned FAT! ;X
I'm going to start my exercise this week! but TIAN GONG don't love me ;[ keep rain. SIAN!
Monday, March 15, 2010 ♥
it been a while i've blogg.
just feel like blogging today
I'm on holiday now, and all i do was
Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
Put my glasses on, I'm gonna hit the Dota
Before I start,
Brush my teeth with a bottle of Bird Nest
Cause when I start for the day, I ain't gonna stop
i told my sis im on holiday, she don't believe me. she tell me ' you give yourself holiday. you think what? ite you open? i also study ITE, where will don't know the rules'
WTF, i really on holiday liao she fucking don't believe me. asshole de!
DON'T BELIEVE DON'T ASK! WASTE MY SALIVARY!
I really don't understand what the hell is wrong with my family, whatever things spoiled in this house they will said is made by me ;X cooking pot spoiled, i used spoiled. water tap spoiled, i made spoiled. i wonder if one day my house was to be bomb will they say i'm the one putting it ;X
Recently i have lots of trouble ;X HATE IT!
Saturday, February 27, 2010 ♥
I'm in a super sad mood now. hate to be left out, hate to be alone when I'm sad.
everything just seems to be wrong. tears is like my partner.
really hope that there is a hole for me to hide myself in there.
those want and don't want thinking, those hatred but love, i really don't know. hais
really hope that someone is there for me at this very moment.
;X
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 ♥
recently didn't blog much because i don't know what to write ;X
CNY = gamble + K-sessionssssssss + Pub + TS + Stemboat + Bro
hahahas!!
my flu just don't go off ;[ my voice just don't recover ;[
tomorrow there's a k-session with kel they but my voice just don't recover ;X SIAN! maybe not going liao lo ;X SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN!!
KEL AND JOHNNY GAVE ME LOTS OF SONGSSSSSSSSS TO LEARN!
Joanna ♥
♥ The CRAZY.
Joanna Ong Choon Ting
Joanna/OCT is known to most people.
One year older on every Feb 1st!
Smile Shine Rox!
A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of HER OWN BED ♥
Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
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Sleeping
is what she adores most.
They are her BOYFRENZ.
Diet
dream to slim dwn to 45kg
dota-ing & studying
are part of her favourites.
Shopping sprees
tis is wat she wish to learn most nw.
Camwhoring
When she's out with her frenzs or
when she has nothing to do at home.
Strawberry
is her Favours.
More bitterness, less sweetness please (:
- Lose weight!
- Skin Of The Day
- Get over you?
-Baby pink/red cardigan!
- Litle Miss Sunshine Tee
- I Love My Bed ♥
- More outings with OSS BELOVED
- New pair of shoes & boots
- 160cm tall!
- More Jeans shorts!
- Black Eyeliner! - Students!
-More MARTELL PLS!
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Wendy Teo
Clement
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Joanna/OCT is known to most people.
One year older on every Feb 1st!
Smile Shine Rox!
A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of HER OWN BED ♥
Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Msn
Entertainment ♥
♥ Music
Footprints ♥
♥ Speakings
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♥ Loves
Sleeping
is what she adores most.
They are her BOYFRENZ.
Diet
dream to slim dwn to 45kg
dota-ing & studying
are part of her favourites.
Shopping sprees
tis is wat she wish to learn most nw.
Camwhoring
When she's out with her frenzs or
when she has nothing to do at home.
Strawberry
is her Favours.
More bitterness, less sweetness please (:
Yearns ♥
♥ i want
- Lose weight!
- Skin Of The Day
- Get over you?
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- Litle Miss Sunshine Tee
- I Love My Bed ♥
- More outings with OSS BELOVED
- New pair of shoes & boots
- 160cm tall!
- More Jeans shorts!
- Black Eyeliner! - Students!
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Lessy Nicole Quek
JOanne Toh
Qian Ling
Daren
Wendy Teo
Clement
Am0s
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